Where Is The Love?

Sitting cross legged next to Levi on my California king sized bed I realize just how lonely I really am; for when I lay there alone I only occupy 1/8 of the mattress. We both are in need of a man, a crying shoulder, somebody to cuddle with, and somebody to call our own. Hopeless romantics?..maybe.

We dream of a prince charming, a knight in shining armor, a white horse but in reality we cuddle Mr. Nobody. All of our friends have a significant other, how are we so different. Do we have bad breath, stinky BO or are we just over analyzing the situation..we are still unsure.

Maybe we're just looking for a love that is too good to be true, a Cinderella ending..a happily ever after. Is it out there, or is love something you have to work at. Should you get dolled up and try to impress, or should you go natural and put your cards on the table right away. There is no proper guidelines on how to date, fall in love or maintain a relationship yet millions of people wonder why their "happy endings" do not end so "happily".

I'm tired of being lonely, I want Mr. Right in my life. The kind of person that is the  "peanut butter to my jelly", "the mac to my cheese", and the "dynamic duo, batman & robin". There seems to be flaws in every option out there, and the ones that are flawless expose their true colors over time, leading to a disappointing heartbreak.

They always say that you may not be winning, but if you're still fighting you haven't lost yet. This is true, but what if you have nobody to be fighting for do you still fight for romance? That is the question Levi and I are attempting on tackling. For tonight we'll settle on cuddling with each other.