Saturday, February 18, 2012

This one's for the girls.

Sometimes the thought of simply being him, even as just a friend is better than nothing. It is bittersweet. Something is better than nothing at all, right? At least you are him, at least you feel like he needs you.

What do you have to do for him to see you standing right before his eyes. When there is hope anything is possible. We hold on to the chance that there is a slight possibility that he will notice us. You always have his back, you're the quick drive over when he needs you. You think sooner or later he'll realize you are everything that he needed, but he never sees you standing right in front of him.


She just messes him up. His friends don't like her. She is nothing like him, she doesn't even know his favorite band or how he absolutely hates yellow apples . You can't help but think what he could possibly be getting out of this. He always talks and pours his heart out to you. You just want to take his hand and show him that he doesn't have to live like that.

You start to wonder am i not good enough? Should i wear lipstick? Get a new hair cut? Go to the gym more? Holding on like this hurts, it stresses you out. You can't wait around forever for him, but you don't know what to say or do to make him come around.

He'll be sorry when he realizes you are no longer there. He will realize that you were everything he needed and everything he wants. When you give up on being second best, when you stop waiting around, he's gonna wish he had you. Sometimes the best way to get some body's attention is to stop giving them yours. When he realizes what he had with you is gone, he might finally realize all that you have done for him, and realize how happy you made him.

You can only hold on for so long before the rope breaks. You can't tie a knot at the end of the rope when it is no longer in tact. You have to know when to walk away. It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. You just want whats yours, your heart. When you walk away and leave him all alone, he is going to wish he had you. He is going to know that when he was busy chasing after what he thought he wanted, what he needs was always there. Someday he'll realize you were everything he really wanted.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Kiss It All Better

At times everybody falls down, we all stumble and we all trip. But when you hit the floor it is important to keep on crawling if that's the least you can do. Never stop trying, and never stop believing it can get better.

Even in the worst of times everybody has something to be thankful for. Sometimes its hard to find the light when you keep looking in the dark. If you turn your back to the shadows you are bound to find the sun. Because even in the clouds there is always a silver lining.


Everybody cries sometimes, or at least feels sorry for themselves at times. Anybody who says they don't are either lying or lack a human soul. Since when is crying a sign of weakness. Sometimes you do not realize how strong you are were until you are at your weakest point. And a sign of true strength is to keep on fighting through it.

It is not always easy to admit that you need help, but chances are that when you do ask for help the person will not look down upon you, but rather respect you for admitting that you need the help. After all, at times all we need is for somebody to kiss it all better. Tender touches and comforting words go further than we may think.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Cause You've Only Got 100 Years to Live

It seems like only yesterday I was playing on the monkey bars and tire swings at my elementary school. Playing with crayons and practicing cursive while drink out of those little milk chugs. Next thing I blink and I am an adult. Where has the time gone? I was just a little girl yesterday, and now I am young lady. It is incredible how fast time goes, I don't want to miss a second of this here-today-gone-tomorrow world we are living in.

It is crazy how fast time goes. I look back and I do not remember the days, but I remember the special memories I have made, the goals I have accomplished and, of course the tragedies. Your hourglass only has so much sand, when it runs out you cannot tip it over and start again. Sometimes I catch myself caught up in this fast paced life. I have to remind myself often of what is important to me, and that I need to put first things first. We cannot let the chaos sometimes present in the world around us change who we are, or who we want to be.


Next thing I know I'll wake up one morning and I'll have a family. Little babies to take care of, who in the blink of an eye will be all grown up themselves. It is important to cherish the time that we have with children, and to just let them be little, because they won't be little forever.

 Take every breath God gives you for what it is worth and make the most of the time you have with those you love. For tomorrow is not granted to us nor our family and friends. You could let just life pass you by, but most of us would wake up one day from the haze and regret that we let time pass us in that way. You only get one life, so fall in love with as many things as possible. That is what life is all about. Love friends and family, pets and places, love the world you live in and the life you have been given. Fall in love with your soul mate, and share each others hopes and fill each others dreams. Make the most out of the life you have been given.